Journal 5

Being young usually means your ideas are not regarded by the elderly or more experienced
Being my age at this stage of my education saddens me because I started school early and so I should have been graduating from university in this same year. Which sometimes makes me feel that my years to to new things are drifting by.

Journal 3

My brother,
My younger brother loves to have fun, he enjoys sports and games.
He has a lot of interest in making money and is continually investing in new projects and schemes.
He is extremely confident in his abilities, even when he has not yet tested himself in them. Things, to him seem to appear easier than they actually are. He also seems to have a problems seeing things from the perspective of others.

He is quick to respond with emotions.
He believes he is more crafty than those before him at times.
He can be really warm and caring at time. but then sometimes he shows that he just doesn't care.

Journal 4

I usually keep my problems to myself because I don't know how to express what I feel and sometimes, I am not even certain of how I feel.

Two of the most influential events of my life occurred around the same times, the most predominant was being laughed at by everyone in almost all the schools I attended in South Africa. The second was being told I was weird by someone I admired.

Till Then

Indefinite, into forever I launch.
It's evident, I am the opposite of Blanche.
Without intent to do harm or cause pain.
I was sent to the corner again.